Beautiful Rendition
The only thing life does is push you around.

Jan
30

Many things flashed across my mind, in minutes.
I’ve wanting this answer, the same as the title of the song.
Do I make you proud?

My primary and secondary teachers and friends,

This is what we dream about,
but the question with me now,
do I make you proud?

Have I made anyone proud?
Are you proud of me?

I want to thank my teachers that shaped me.
I hope I’m your best achievement.
Trust me.

Mr See, Mr Tan, Ms Aminah, Mr Leong, Mdm Tay.
I will work harder. I will do my best. I will do my 101%
Not repeating the mistakes that I’ve made for my GCE ‘O’ level.
I will make you proud of me.

Why? Why so many things flashed across my mind?
I guess, I’ve never make anyone proud.
I’ve never. I only make people disappointed in me.

FAILURE

I shall push myself to the limit.

Jan
29

Potato chips, addictive yet unhealthy.

I’m not gonna be potato chip, attractive, yet meaningless.
The newly J1s are blasting my ears off. FUCK THEM!
I need to concentrate. I need to focus. I need to score.
It’s good seeing old friends again.
Khair, Raphael, Louis, RenHao, Raymond, Houmun, Ain, … the list goes

Get to know from Yuhang than Mingzhi is in Yjc.
Welcome yeah. But, don’t make too much noise. ARGHHH!

School work is burying this cute person typing here.
I could hardly breathe.
Simply, I got to catch up with my work.

My studies hadn’t been successful.
JIAYOU!

Everyday is just too busy that I forgot that I was breathing all along.
Too busy that you just feel like sleeping, and never get up again.

Jan
24

Don’t say I’m a loser. Don’t say I’m a loser.
I’m trying hard, okay?

It’s okay not to follow the timetable you set for yourself.
Everything is pen down by man.
Man has this ability to change and make history.

You’re no exception.

I tried not to think about my past.
All the past is just a history learnt.
1 word: H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E

Why does people like gossiping so much?
Why must people build happiness on other’s sadness?
I’m wondering, answer to no avail.

When you have kept so much inside of you.
You should just let it go, trust me.
Talk to a friend.
Thank you, GRACE CHUA.

I never know I was that psychologically weak.
Because you crawled into my life, step by step.
Unnoticeable, stealthily.

 Friends, can that happen between us?
The first step to becoming friends- waving and smiling at each other.
I guess, that awkwardness inside of us have faded.
I shouldn’t have rake that up.
SHUTUP!.

 It’s just a nightmare.
Wake up and everything is back to normal.

I never ever trust that planet earth turns slowly.

Jan
24

I don’t understand why.
Tell me. Hahaha

Tired. :D

Jan
16

The first week of school was seriously hectic.
Homework are piling up, more than what I can do within 24 hours.
Higher than Mount Everest.

Just had a terrible week, and I’m expecting more to come later.
Had a change of 2 teachers.
GP: Mr Eugene Sng to Mr Leong Fang Shao
Econs: Mdm Peh to Ms Aminah

Anyway, this isn’t anything familiar.
When you decided to enter a JC, this is the type of life you had to overcome and get used to.
I overcome the hardest period of my JC life, when I first entered it.
Fear, fear and extreme fear.
Secondary School and JC life is seriously different.
Initially I kept failing my Chemistry, until my Block Test.
Friends were just nothing, betray, hate, dislike, bitching.

Perhaps, nothing ever changes.
This year, … the process repeats itself.

Lesser time for my buddies and friends.
Lesser love for my families and relatives.

Sleeping is something impossible to achieve.

I loveeee the way you look at me, cause I know I’m have  yet to be beaten down.
I’m still as energetic, hanging at the edge, not giving up.
How long more?

It’s time to let go, yet so close to the finishing line.
Starting point or finishing line, you decide.

Anyway, another hectic month ahead.
Perseverance. Resilience Haha.

My new job: Being Emcee for Chinese New Year

Jan
08

I got to prepare for J2 stuffs.
What a packed timetable I’ve got.

For the entire monday, from 7.40am to 5.10pm, I’ve only got half an hour break.

This year doesn’t seem smooth sailing, at least for me.
For only 8 days of 2010, many things seemed to happen to me, one by one.

 Today, went to eat sushi buffet, and someone kept staring at me.
FCUK.
Ended up saying that I’m laughing and looking at her.
Oh please, you are no different from a piece of unwanted toilet paper.
This CHINA BITCH wanted me to say sorry for looking at her.
DIAO|||
So, I said

 ” Please do not try to threaten me, or else I will report to the police that you’re trying to start a fight.”

I won :D

Jan
05

I seriously hate open house and the preparation.

I  don’t understand why schools want to have such things.

If people wants to go, they will go.

 ASSHOLEEEEEEEE!

Jan
03

This shall be the first ever longest post in my WordPress.
This shall be my first post in 2010.

How did you put a full stop to 2009?

As for me,
I went back to Hyatt for the countdown party at the lobby with Chanel.
We reach Hyatt at 10 plus in the morning, too early for work as we start work at 12pm.
We decided to go home without working, but I insisted that it will be a fun day.
So, we went down to the lobby.
JESS asked me to arrange the champagne saucer glass and martini glass for the party. EASY la, but putting 3 layers makes my heart beat 3 X faster.

Initially I was the runner of the day, but JESS asked someone to substitute me. Before the dessert buffet starts, I as asked by JESS to be the usher, to bring the guest to their dining place. That was also EASY.

Then, I went to serve champagne on SILVER tray.
And later, JESS asked me to top up champagne with the entire bottle in my hand.
That was much lighter than carrying the silver tray around.

Afterwhich, helped Chanel and guys to clear the empty glasses and plates.

5,4,3,2,1. It was twenty-10.
At that time, I was surrounded by caucasian that were simply  just too gorgeous and handsome.

Chanel was just simply too unlucky, she was bringing out the glasses when everyone was just too high. She missed that timing.

JESS was the first to shake hand with me, wishing me a Happy 2010.

Notice, I bold JESS

I think she changed, she used to be the fierce and scary one.
She now become just simply too good to be true.

After which was the clearing session which I hated.
But anyway, there were just too many good people around in Hyatt.
They helped me to carry those heavy heavy heavy stuffs.
End up, I did the easy job again.

Even though I keep repeating EASY, but it is was easy compared to other jobs. Hahahaha, my hands are still aching. Hahaha.

Decided to reward myself when I was finally off from work at 4.30am.
Went to Mac opposite FarEastPlaza with IVAN, JOSHUA and CHANEL.

Hahahaha, I notice IVAN got a nice nose.
*Sorry, I’m too fetish over noses.

Dec
29

2009 is coming to an end.

That implies that I’m getting older and that A-level nearing.
But, 1 thing I can assure is that
2008 is much better than 2007
2009 is much better than 2008

So, by Mathematical Induction,
2010 will definitely be a better year than 2009.

Reflection for 2009.

Ending up in a JC is definitely not my choice, but I took up the challenge and completed my first year of the journey with a happy-go-lucky personality.

However, miracle happened.

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Dec
25

Life is a like a maze.
You know nothing.
Meaningful yet tough.
Amazing yet unseen.

Sometimes, you hope you are not born into this world.
Sometimes, you hope you could just live longer.
Contradicting, that’s what life is.

Just get to know that a 17-year-old child lost her father.
Not long ago, he was only celebrating his 51 st Birthday.
Life is just so unpredictable.
Death, inevitable.

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